Hmm...

Sometimes when you get too happy, something will happen and make you sad again..
This is life I guess.. Hardly anyone can live happily each and everyday.. XP

Hmm.. Nowadays, I think I am a bit crazy.. Kept laughing, maybe it's caused by last time I kept on supressing. haha.. anyway all those things are already became the past..

But I still remember yesterday, I went to my grandparent's house..
Saw my cousins and my grandpa..

I made one of my cousin angry till yesterday.. I think he still remember last time he called me to stay at house one night and I refused that day.. He was very mad at me that day because I promised him before..

But, I tried to approach him.. He was back to normal.. Eventually he talked to me..
He made me laugh like siao lang like that.. Haha I was totally insane!!
He calls two street dogs : lazy girl and another one called cempedak..
It's already sounds kind of funny..

Then, my bro was beside me.. He said that dog is called cempedak because of his balls look just as same as the name my cousin called it.. haha..
I laugh a while for my bro's joke... I laugh non-stop because of my cousin kept on calling the female dog: Lazy girl here, lazy girl.. lazy girl... Lazy GirL!!! hahahha but the dog didn't even listen.. So it made me laugh till my tears came out...

Really wanted to say thanks to him for making me laugh.. Because long time didn't laugh till so happy already.. It's happy to see him and his sister.. They grown up more and more each time I see them.. They are some how like my buddies.. They always made me happy, but anyway there are also time we quarrel... XD

And lastly, hmm..
I look open already.. Haha.. I was afraid of friends will leave me or what some days later.. Or even my best friend or whoever will betray me or anything sad things will happen to me one day.. I am not going to be influenced.. XDD
I mean what for being sad for others, it's damn useless la.. haha.. XPPP

blahhs.. XD

These 2 weeks I am quite happy with myself until today..

Some of my mum's friend told me that I changed a lot and

I felt great after I change in the inside..

Although many people may feel that I am still me, but I am different.. XDD

Despite sometimes felt boring about life, life's fun most of the times...

Especially times with family, besf and friends..

But there is something that I had been thinking a lot for these few days...

1) 1 or 2 years later, my bro will go study overseas.. what's it like living without bro in the family?haiz..

2) a few months later, my secondary school life will end if I didn't study for form 6..

I might not able to see some of my friends and can't see my brother that often le..

Haha.. Sobz.. Speechless....

Sometimes it's not..

Haha.. One week ago, I was a bit afraid of my teacher..
I asked him some questions.. But then he suddenly teached me how to do in a very loud voice...
I thought he was angry, so I stopped asking..
It's scary.. His face was fierce like a tiger... That day I thought what thing happened to him.. ==


Just now was that tuition again..
Today he was like in a good state.. He taught me a lot in a nice way..
Or maybe because I am very happy nowadays..
So, I am not influenced by him.. XPP
But anyway today only I know that it's just because of myself being perasan at that day.. XDD
Sometimes things are not how they seems like....
haha..

L O L

Do I still look young? haha..

Went to a barber shop today..

The barber kept cut my hair very seriously

and I was thinking that he was not going to talk to me..

But the half way he was cutting, he asked me whether I am form 1 , 2 or 3.. haha lmao..

I was going to laugh but I controlled myself.. If not, later my hair maybe will cut till got hole.. ( in case you know what i mean) XD

I said form 5.. He was like very surprised.. And he said my sister looks older than me..

My heart felt cold for a sudden.. haha...

But I am happy because I am still young.. Loved the days I was young.. XP

Many ppl told me before that my sister looks elder than me.. Haha
I still look young ? lol XDD

Swt..

Sometimes there are dangerous people in this world..
They like to say bad things about people and like to ruin people's relationship or friendship by some ways..
So don't believe those nonsences.. Find out first before making any move.. The best way is to go ask the person involved.. XD

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Suddenly felt very stressful about studies..
I felt that my studies aren't going very well..
I am starting to get migrain... Hate it!! It's painful..
Want to rest, then only continue to read already..

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Sometimes recall back the past and think of some memories, it really makes me wanted to cry.. I know those times won't come back because everything needs to move on.. This's life.. X(
But thinking of those memories, I also feel very happy that I had those times before..
Wish could go back to the past.. Perhaps in dream?
And can't time just slow down ? Hmm.. XP

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Felt life's dull for a sudden..
Guess humans have up and down times (happy and sad times or ETC)
Maybe now is my 'down time'..
Haha need some time to cool down..

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Haha..

When you get the choice to choose whether you want sad or happy?
Why not choose happy?
Haha you really can choose either one..

You are sad, because you choose to be sad..
You are happy, because you choose to be happy.. XD

But suppress the pain makes situations worse.. And may suffer more..
So..
Cry when you want..
But don't be sad when you can be happy..
Just be real with ur feelings.. And don't simply imagine things or think too much..
Then life will be amazing.. haha

Nowadays I stop getting to emotional already.. So I decide to share something here.. ^^
Thanks to my family.. XD
Also want to say thanks to myself.. haha

Plus thanks to someone who treats me very good, make me more tough and also make me more happy each and everyday nowadays.. haha
I won't perasan and sad already ! X))
Wohoo ~

1/7 Watch television programmes..

Sister, mum and I was watching a television programme.

Our show was until 10.30pm.

But then 10pm got a match, Brazil VS Holland.

10.12pm that time, our show somehow suddenly reaches its exciting part..

We was nervous about the ending of the episode...

Unfortunately,

my bro and dad realized that the football match has started..

They switch the channel and made my sis, mum and me can't continue watch our show..

Me and my sis got a bit angry because we don't really know what's the point to watch it..

We was wondering why can't watch replay..

PS : Maybe it's fun and important to watch for other ppl because of "blahs".. But not for me and my sis la.. haha

But then 11.40 something, suddenly electric supply stopped..

They can't continue to watch as there was no electric...

My mum, sis and me was... speechless.. XD

We think that it's because they did the same thing to us... haha